If you ever come back ~ 2P!Canada x Reader

!!!Swear words ahead. Please don't read if you're too young or don't like swearing!!!
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3 am // your view
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I stood with my suitcase at the trainstation while I sobbed my eyes out like crazy. Why had it to go down like that?
We were trying so hard not to fall apart, but now it was all in vain. He didn't even try to hold me back. I clutched my heart as I saw the nearing train. I don't want to step in. Please god, I'm not a good person, but I'm praying for him and me... us. "Are you fine, love?" I nodded my head at the railway employee who looked really concerned. "I am okay."

5 am // his view
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Laying in this cold bed was more than killing me inside. Cuddling to that stupid teddy bear that she owned since I won it at our first anniversary, I growled. It held her fragrence. I didn't even knew if I was more sad or confused or angry or sleepy. Too much emotions for me. What did that woman do to my mind? Well, more correctly to my heart... Ah, shit. I rolled around to my side of the bed and sighed. On the night commode was our perfect picture. Who knew that everything would turn out like this? I gently stroked the picture where we laughed happy. God, hear me, I miss her like hell. Please, bring her back.

8 am // your view
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The rain poured down my face and soaked me completly. It gave me a brief feeling of reliev. I soon came back to my senses and dragged my suitcase after me as I entered a shabby motel. "How may I help you?" The employee smiled a fake smile and I didn't bother to reply back. I threw money on her desk and she gave me a key with the number 32. A memory flashed before my eyes as i made my way to the room with the number 32.

/flashback/
"Oh, come on, dickhead! I want that teddy bear badly! Don't be sooo grumpy!" I grinned cheeky and gave my boyfriend a sweet kiss. He rubbed the back of his neck and I could see him giving in. "Fine, you demanding girly." Kissing him again, my grumpy canadian held me secure in his arms. It was the best feeling I ever felt in my life. So warm. I inhaled his fragrence and swor never to forget it. Then Matt let slowly go of me and took aim. "OMG! You're amazing! You did it!" Matt just huffed and handed me the big bear. Laughing filled the air around us and I could only see his beautiful deep violet eyes. "Thank you, Matt. You don't know how happy you make me. Iloveyou!" He gave me a unique grin. "What was the last you said, (Y/N)?" I huffed and hid my face behind my new plush friend. "You know exactly what I said!" We held hands afterwards the whole time.

11 am // his view
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Somehow I found myself in the kitchen making pancakes. Placing the pancakes on two plates on the breakfast table, my heart stopped. Slamming my hand on the wooden surface, I sat down and chocked down the food. They were tasteless. "(Y/N), you're coming back... right?" Blankly staring ahead, I heard the ticking of the damn clock. After what felt like hours, the front door slammed open with a loud crash. "(Y/N)?" The shitty face of my brother came to view and I slumped back into the chair. "Wow, you look like shit. Even more then usually and you shouldn't leave your door unlocked especially if you have a key under your freaking matt! I know your a bad bitch boy and all, but you're not stupid." Looking outside I saw how the lightning broke through the dark sky. She was outside. I looked to the door and frowned. (Y/N) left her umbrella. "Hello? Are you even listening? I asked, where your girlfriend is... Are you... fuck! What the hell?" Allen was right. What the hell? Tears were pouring down my face like a broken faucet. Something was wrong, so wrong. "Matt? Get a grip, bro!" Nodding, I tried to wipe this damned tears away. I never cried. After minutes I calmed down enough to speak. "She left." Allen looked up from the floor. "I figured... but why?" I stood up and left to our bedroom and tried not to break down again. The whole apartment felt just so empty without her. "I'm calling Dad and Mom." I was truly loosing me.

11 am // her view
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I fell onto the stinky bed and closed my eyes. Maybe sleep would help to limit this burning pain. After a few minutes I groaned and stood up. Burying my face in my hands I laughed out loud. Oh my, I was going crazy. Tears were making my view blurry. I got into the dirty shower and let the water pour down on me as I stripped out of my soaked clothes. He is everywhere. It reeks of him. I slid down the cold wall and sobbed tired.

/flashback/
Another dish was thrown. Another hurting insult was screamed. Another piece of us broke. Enough. Enough. Enough! My face was red from anger, just like Matt's. I knew, it was wrong, but we were behind reasoning. Our minds flipped. My hand was bleeding and his face had a cut under his right eye. However, I didn't feel bad, that I hurt him and he didn't for my hand. We were standing still. Silence was surrounding us. Only our ragged breaths were tearing through the deadly silence. "Are you happy now?" A lonely tear ran down my cheek. I stomped into our bedroom, packing all important things together and left without another word, without another look into his face.

4 pm // his view
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I could see their confused faces. Oliver and Francois petted awkwardly my back. They were helpless. I understood. I was too. Allen scratched his neck. "She isn't going to come back." Oliver gave him a stern look. "(Y/N) packed ALL her things. You're wasting your time. She left, bro. Face it." He said that, but they used to say the world was flat, but how wrong was that. It was our first fight. The first time I saw her scared. After seven years, we broke. I wish you could give me the cold shoulder. I wish you could still give me a hard time. I wish I could still wish it was over, but even if wishing is a waste of time, I wish we could stay together. I didn't knew when my family left, but nothing even mattered anymore. "Come back, (Y/N). Don't leave me broken. I can't work without you."

9 pm // your view
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The rain finally stopped. The street was empty and dark. I grabbed my suitcase and sighed as I saw up to the apartment. Only in our window was a little bit of light. I made my way up the stairs. Slower, I forced myself. Slower. Blinking I saw that the door stood a little bit open. OMG! Did somebody break in? I threw my suitcase aside and dashed to the door. As I ran in, I stood abruptly still. Matt was standing with a kettle in his hand and smiled softly. "Welcome home, (Y/N). I guess you want the same tea as always, right? In a minute we can drink. Sit down." I breathed in sharply as I saw his hands were shaking almost dropping the kettle. Matt's eyes were puffy and red. "Matt?" He slowly turned around. Tears were making their way out of the corner of his eyes. He looked so lost. I bet I looked the same. "Matt!" I glomped him and he embraced me just as strong. "I love you, my big teddy bear! I love you! I love you so much, Matt!"









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